Return of the Innocence

September 06, I went to SK area office to sign on the form to return the house. Was told that they need 3 months to process it. Surprisingly, in the car as i passed by the familiarised road, I felt rather sad again. I am sure what He said is true. He dont ever wanna step into SK again. Welll......Heck!

These few weeks or months been rather lazy to update my wasted life here. Current company offered a permanent position in one of the "Hottest" Building, I Kay Kiang rejected the offer bec of my Beliefs. Until Now, I have not found anything interesting and suitable. Do I still have any faith to trust for a better offer? Well i dont have any mood abt job anymore. Sianzzzz Just like the movie starred by Sammi: 很想嫁个有钱人！Then i can shake leg, talk "cock" and sing song! LOOOL.

Life is SHORT, PLAY HARDER! Thats what I am heading...towards HELL....I am moving back to the lifestyle of enjoyment:)

Marriage Seminar _ Forgive and LOVE

Pastor is giving us a series of Marriage Seminar this few weeks. Being an Obstrich, I choose to avoid it and stay home to watch it online weekly. Anyway, no point crying over spilled milk.

Today's topic is about anger management, love and forgiveness. New revelation: Love commitment=U love even though u r not being love back the way u want it to be. Keep on Loving and trusting God. WHAT IS LOVE??? Well I guess I never know the meaning of love since 2 years back.

Silly of me to be like Lot's wife to turn back to old things and be like a pillar of salt??? Maybe yes and no.

But............I am beginning to enjoy my life ..without commitment in anything.

Daddy God! Help me if u ever can :(