Dry Season

Its scary to know that when u feel dry spiritually, all sorts of thingy will come to my mind.
I really wonder what is wrong with me. I dont feel God's powerful visitation and the Holy Spirit Presence is not as tangible as before! Oh God...waht is wrong with me???? I have come to a point where I am so afraid not to be able to feel God.

God I need you, dont scare me by hiding your face away from me. Forgive me for my disobedience, help me to pray more and spend more quality time with you. Lead me into an intimate relationship with you again please.

No one seems to be free to pray with me tonite. Buddy in strike force, baby want to sleep, leader so tired dun wanna bother her....aiyoo...look like God is still the one that I can rely on......

Sat Nite Fever

Sigh..... I am still not feeling well after my fever on friday. I woke up at 12noon today and slept again until 5pm..... I really hate the flu bug...wasted my fri and sat sleeping......Really is a sat nite down with fever... :P

I was contemplating whether I should go for the last overnite prayer meeting this year at church. After my shower, I felt my fever shoot up! My cheek is so red and warm~....then I decided not to go. However, my baby challenged me to go lek! :S A time to cruxify my flesh.....While kneeling down, my back'egg' until I feel like crying :( and the stupid place is so cramp with stupid people pushing the chairs infront and behind us.....Arrrgghhh, Singaporean need to diet badly!

Finally Sunday is coming! I am so happy tmr is Sunday! A day where I can meet God at church. Its amazing but when you get to know God more, u simply will love God more and more each day....Yes I am v busy now with so many church activities, but I enjoyed it as I have real friendships and doing something meaningful in my life. Sometimes I would recall the worldly life is more "exciting" but it is meaningless. Those stupid men are just lustful animals, friends that are not friends at all in times of trouble, a place with no real love but full of selfish ambitions. The world is indeed so broken!! I really must treasure what I have now, godly friends, new life and new beginning! Thank You Jesus for loving me so much to give me a new life and a new beginning... I begin to understand that no breakthrough will come until we surrender and obey God.

I am gonna end the year well by going back to Lucky's house, start a brand new life in 2006!

Dubai Dubai, here I come

I feel very excited because I am planning to go Dubai SOON! I hope it will come to past. 4 gals going over to visit my friends, into the desert and have fun! Can u imagine! 5 chatterboxes.....hee ehee

Cant wait for next year...my biggest aim of the year to relax, have fun n ENJOY !!!!!!!!

Never Gonna Stop, NO NO!

Finally I need to go back to the little shed and live with Lucky again. He is already so old. His black fur is turning grey.....and his hearing is turning bad. Cant hear me open the door anymore. It breaks my heart....he is already 11 yrs old....but he is still a dear little brother to me.

Thats it! I got enuff freedom for 1 year. Now is to go back and make a difference. Restoration of family relationship. I need to be a good gal again..... I hope everything can be settled down soon, then I am gonna FLY ! I know its a good beginning and i want anticipating it with great 'hunger' man! COme on baby! We can fly and soar like a eagle........

This is who I am,
U can, Like it or not,
U can love me or leave me
coz I'm never gonna stop, NO NO! You know!

Down with fever...Madonna "Hung UP!"

This is the 2nd time I am down with fever alone in this broken house. Humm its funny because I used to think I am so 'cham' to be alone at home sick with no one to take care of me. But this time I dont feel sad anymore. I have my security with the Lord. I practically slept one whole day after taking the medicine. Aiyooo wasted my time man! I hate to fall sick!

Yesterday had a powerful prayer with my buddy. He experienced a great visitation of the Lord and call me to pray for CG growth....wow! Presence of God can travel through the phone wor! We prayed for an hour over the phone. The presence of God just flowed and we were so touch by the peace of God. Tears rolled down my cheek while I was playing the guitar. It was an awesome moment. After praying, I WAS SOOOO HUNGRY!

Been listening to Madonna's latest album. I really love it and I blasted out loud everyday! "If u dont like my attitude, u can F off." I really like her attitude in all her songs....so bo chap....so daring.....

A day to remember - Ubin and Ben's birthday

5th Nov was an exciting day...I dont know why I felt so excited that I cant sleep on friday nite bec I am going for outing at Pulau Ubin. It happened to be my cousin's birthday too!

It has been a long time since I last went to Pulau Ubin. I still remembered last time we had so much fun with Terror and the gang, exploring into the quarry, feeding the tortise... The cycling trip ended much more earlier than I expected. Get to know alot of new friends and had a wonderful time if fun together...... I always love Pulau Ubin! Nature Nature!

After departed from Ubin, my brother came to pick me up for my cousin's birthday celebration at Pasir Ris Chalet. Last minute rush over to White Sand to buy him a G-Shock watch.....After knowing my cousin for so long, only yesterday then I realised that Mr Sly is his friend. Never know he was in the same chalet as us! LOL...................