Life is Boring

Well many things have been running in my mind....Some is happy some is not. So why be bothered abt it?

Yesterday went for my guitar lesson with baby. Dont know why I somehow felt v discourage over the many things even though I may look happy!

Hummm when will i leart my lesson? Have I given up 100% or I still wanna stick one leg into the world? Would i be able to leave my past behind, dont feel guilty abt it and move on? I think this time its really difficult for me.....

Well its not something of my own choice. Just felt that why is the world so cruel and people are trying to destroy me when I am being nice to them. Why me? There are so many people ard, why they dont go mess with them? Why choose me? I have never hurt anyone before, yes I am gullible, so wat !!!!!!