A bad Labour Day Holiday???

Got a shocking news yesterday nite that my grandpa fell and broke his hip bone. :( He is already soooo old...... Sigh..... Why is the Labour Day holiday so full of bad news? Our beloved ex President also passed away the same day......

My grandpa is already so old.........sigh.......he used to take care of my brother and I when we were young. I feel rather sad to see him so old now. Its kinda sad to see that his old age is not well spent. And I am beginning to wonder why there are christians, who don't even bother to take care of their own parents. They only behave as christians at church. Other than that, they are just the same darkness creatures. They only care for themselves and spending their $ on holidays and not a single cent on their parents........ No wonder God is raising up a new generation to take over the nations by storm.

But being a grand daugther, what can I do? I don't think I am in any position to tell anyone what to do...SIGH...........I just hope I will not be treated this way when I am old......$ is so important! I really hate myself now for quitting my job and now my family need so much $ now for the hospital bills etc etc tec.........ARGHHHH.......I should not have focused too much on my own emotional hurts and forget that I still have my parents and family to support. SIGHHHHHH........STUPID TERROR CAUSED ME ADDITIONAL MISERY ! I had enough bad experiences since young and now some more.....

I just wonder how are we going to squeeze in my grandpa when he discharge from the hospital into our little crampy house ......That useless really turned the house into a garbage shag! I dont even have enough room to house myself, how do we accomodate him. WHY IS LIFE SO TOUGH????????? I wish I am a millionare and i can solve 80% of the problem........