TRUST = A thin red line

It takes YEARS to build on trust but it takes only a split second to BREAK that TRUST!!! Once broken, dont ever think that TRUST can be rebuilt 100% ! There will be cracklines and a paranoid wife........Unless there is true repentance induced by Godly fear. Seems like my blog abt tasting of the 'forbidden fruit' is proven. First dare not, then hesitated, then try a bit, bigger bites, finished the whole things, look for MORE............SSSSOOOOO DISGUSTING!!!!

Why is men such a good actor and liar? They can speak and defend for themselves sooooo weeelllll that woman ends up feeling that he is innocent and we are the guilty ones. Perhaps woman forgives tooo easily and our heart is tooo soft. Just like M&M chocolate. Hard on the outside but melt on the inside. :(

Titus! The "cats were let out" yesterday. It takes 2 hands to clap. How can "infactuation" happened if it is only a one sided story! Do u think Wildcat is 13 yrs old? When u eat the forbidden fruit the first time, Wildcat was heartbroken. She wanted to give up but she wanted to give you another chance. We encouraged her and stood by her advising her not to give up too. But why u did not treasure the opportunity given? I am shocked to know that this is the 3rd different fruits you are eating now! WHAT STORY AND SHAME ON YOU! Dont ever misuse the trust and love of a woman again. U may not have too many opportunity to repent, dear! Both of you are my friends, why it has to end up in this way??? sigh..................

Everyone makes mistakes, but we can't continue making the same mistakes wilfully! Do u think this is LOVE at all ? For me, I learnt my lesson the hard way too! To love a person does not mean to possess him. It may means u have to let him go if he feels happier that way! I just let my One and Only go away peacefully......I do really love him and I miss him like crazy. But I know I can't continue it ! I gotta learn from my mistakes and move on, forgetting the 'love'....... So why cant u also learnt it the first time? sighh.....my fren was soooo hurt n broken now....... Now i can also understand the hurt my mum was feeling many years ago.....and now I think she is also hurt bec of Terror............. sigh...............

Lord, what do we understand from the word 'Relationship' ?
Is there no love that can withstand temptations here on earth?
Does relationship taste sweet only in the first few years and the rest of the years is bullshit and tolerance?
Why sparks can't last longer and understanding seems to disappear ?!
WHY HUMAN DONT TREASURE THE CHANCE THEY WERE GIVEN?!