Year 2005 Review and Thanks Giving

Time flies...another year has passed with a blink of the eye. Aug 2004 marks the major changes in my life where Jerky returns to his nest. 13 May 2005 (Friday the 13) is the day when I regained my FREEDOM Legally. It is a special day for me as God has done a Miracle to me. Many people cannot even get this kind of verdict! God greatly blessed me as I dont wanna have the ugly title of Ms D. I know God has prepared me an exciting life again at the age of ...graceful age.(same as the age where Jesus started his Ministry).

I greatly felt that it is not mere coincident that I am living a new life at the same age when Jesus started his ministry. Jesus can impact life throughout his 3 years of his ministry, hence I trust I can do greater things than Jesus since the bible says we can do greater things than him!

Although Year 2004 and 2005 is not a smooth sailing year for me, I quit being an Engineer and ended up in a humble job, I lost my grandparents, I lost my most beloved partner and friend who hated me so much now and he is the one who share most of my interets and lastly I lost most of my assets and cash. But looking back, i really wanna thank God for seeing me through! Without all these tragedies, I dont think God will be able to get my attention back to serve him and love Him. I remembered the days where I am still in wilderness, whenever I walk in the rain with thunder, I was so afraid of death bec I knew I backslided. Whenever I heard loud noise, I thot Jesus came back and my heart would beat v fast....I thot I am going to HELL for Eternity! There is no sense of security at all! Although I have a family and love ones...there is no sense of future and hope for my soul.

What were my Major achievements? One of the best achievement I had was the salvation of my grandpa. God is faithful and heard my sobbing prayers. Grandpa used to be a U5 but he was saved and I witness his water baptism at the hospital before he was called back to be with God. This is the sense of achievement where no $ can buy when you led someone to Christ.

Another thing I wanna thank God for my spiritual growth, the gift of spiritual sharpness and visions and knowing a group of wonderful friends. Rebecca and Cindy stood by me faithfully, sacrificing their time and beauty sleep to accompany me at SK. Mr Z and Baby for standing in the gap to pray and persuading me to church where I nearly go bersek again. Really glad to have a group of good and faithful friends.