Right or Wrong ? Better or Worst?

Am I doing it the right thingy? Should I or Should I not? I had the revelation while showering, its bec this is still so dear to me that God want to test my heart?...whether do I love God to sacrifice the love of my life?. ..To sacrifice the things that are dear to me, which means something to me. It is not a sacrifice if I dont feel the pinch~ Aiyoooooo

Is my calling really so great that the devil wants to distract me sooo much? A ordinary christian walk, a ordinary christian life. A tougher walk, a stronger christain...The choice is obvious. Although I feel honoured to be the chosen one, i am beginning to become smaller spiritually, like a balloon leaking (aka lau gas liao) Distractions after Distractions. Will I ever get a hold of myself again???

Lets keep my finger crossed. Joyce Meyer this weekend. Hope I get my COMPLETE HEALING and CUT off all the SOUL TIES!