LEAVE ME ALONE! BASTARD TAN...........

FCUK OFF DEVIL...Why u keep forcing me to speak vular language...........BIND U IN JESUS NAME ! Aiyooo what am i doing? Scolding FCUK and bind it in Jesus's name?

Came back from my NUS's friend wedding dinner, super HIGH from RED WINE again...Then that fucking jerk sms me WANTING to MEET ME!What the FCUK he wants? I dun ever wanna see that fcuking face again...Now in turn he wanna meet me! what the hack! Screw off.....I got no more strength to fight w u over stupid things like furniture etc...if u have the $ to rear a BITCH.... U cant afford to throw away old furniture? RUBBISH LA! FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OHHHHHHH .... WHY THERE IS NO PEACE. Just when I decided to let go and let GOD. He wanna meet to discuss over? What is there to discuss abt? What is there to discuss! What the fuck he wants? Leave me alone la! I cant stand the bloody sight of him anymore! FUCKING USELESS BALLESS BASTARD! DUN EVEN HAVE THE BALLS TO MEET MY FAMILY! LOSER! LOOOOOOSSSERRRR!

I Attended Toh's wedding dinner, high from red wine reminded me of 25 Dec 05. A day where my One and Only send me back.....I wont forget.... Today after drinking red wine reminded me of One and Only again! My fingers felt like dialing his HP...thank God i still can control it. I DID NOT! I cant disturb him anymore...he has a life to live and I want the best for him and myself....Let everything remains the same and I continue to be Gerry the NUN.....WOW ....After One and Only, I have been behaving myself! Why do I miss him so much now ! FUCK!