Where is the Peace of God??

I knew the day is going to come where the monster will manifest. Until now still wan everything as fair and square? What about me? Who is going to be fair n square to me? I have long ago given up on a fair treatment. There is nothing as being fair...How can a husband be fair to all his wives even though he tried his best to be fair... There are bound to be favourites and best! And u r still such a silly fellow asking for fair and square?? Come on! Silly man!

I know God is the ultimate judge, but I am not a saint nor goddess but only a normal human..... Cant they just be more merciful? Until now still dun realise what kinda wrong he has done.... I wish I could curse and swear...I wish they is another way for me to release all the anger, hatred and even 'evil' thoughts I had towards him. Thank God I slapped him hard in the dream. How come I never slap him in person before? Why am i so stupid ....aiyooo! I should have slapped him hard for all he has done. :P haaaa SHIOK AR

Why my strength in being faithful turn to such a worthless ending...I really invested in the wrong thingy.....

Come on baby! I am waiting for the day where u will come and bug me for all the thingy. Well...too bad I have a stronger backing than u....