Dry Season

Its scary to know that when u feel dry spiritually, all sorts of thingy will come to my mind.
I really wonder what is wrong with me. I dont feel God's powerful visitation and the Holy Spirit Presence is not as tangible as before! Oh God...waht is wrong with me???? I have come to a point where I am so afraid not to be able to feel God.

God I need you, dont scare me by hiding your face away from me. Forgive me for my disobedience, help me to pray more and spend more quality time with you. Lead me into an intimate relationship with you again please.

No one seems to be free to pray with me tonite. Buddy in strike force, baby want to sleep, leader so tired dun wanna bother her....aiyoo...look like God is still the one that I can rely on......