Why I super PMS?!

Yesterday was one of my most lousiest day after many months of recuperating from all my 'stress'. Terror came and DISTURB me AGAIN!!!! ARGGHHHHHH...why this SBSC jerk always wanna come and STEAL away my peace ?? Always wanna DISTRACT me on my CG DAY....! ARHHHHHHHHHH...................BIND U !!!!!!!

My hormones sort of lost balance again...insecurity and anger nearly engulfed me from the bloody news. Our little agreement seems to be 'broken'. Really MEN CANNOT BE TRUSTED AT ALL....I guess it is another phase of testing Gerry again?! But thank God for his grace and mercy bec everytime before any incident, He will pre-warn me.

Really thank God for Pastor Paul for prophecying that I am waiting upon the Lord for an answer to something. This had indeed geared me to TRUST GOD.......Then true enuff the thunder storm came, faster than the agreed date, but thank God for "Dont turn left or right or even backward...look forward and look to God! Trust Him!" Teach me not to lean on my own understanding nor own strength, teach me to depend and trust on U more everyday!