Emotions and Memories

"Lord, I Give my Life, A Living sacrifice I place at your feet ~~~~~" Even though I am singing this everyday, it seems that Mr D is really good in hitting you real hard with your past memories.......

29 Aug (Mon). I was not guarding my heart well and was well in resting and relaxing. I was having some "FUN" with Mr D again thinking about Mr Past. Is it true that people tends to treasure things that they cant get, and they dont treasure what they already have.... Those things that you cant get seems to be like a precious diamond,which is always soooo dear to you. I will always remember Mr Past. Till now, I still think about Mr Past sometimes. Seeing someone who look similar like him on the street will make my heart beat faster!! Why?? Bec I still miss him? GUILTY CONSCIENCE ??! I wonder does his work still requires him to travel frequently?? How is he coping with his work?? Is he happier now since his family had came over to Singapore?..........whatever LOL.....

Why am I getting myself to be tempted with MR D's fiery plan. I was crazy to get myself involved in this pile of shitty shit. Guard guard guard......I am letting off my both hands on Mr Past.....Good bye.....Dearest Michelle......