What is happening to me ! :S :( Buck up dear !

I dont know what is happening to me these few days. I dont seem to be satisfy from anything. I tried praying, worshipping but something seems to be amiss ~! WHAT IS WRONG>>>>>>> Am I hungering more of God's presence or am I missing out something ????? I really dont know but I dont seem to have the answer yet and I dont seem to be SATISFIED !!!! Or is it something to do with my delay in responding to God's qn?

Oh no! Suddenly I remember Delaying is also a sin! But I keep thinking that I am not ready to give it up and I dont wan to say "Yes" to God and Ended up I cant keep to my word. Today as I was worshipping God, I heard the Holy Spirit saying "If You are not ready, God will not challenge you to give it up!" Aiyoooo....................Wat story is this....Is all this my hallucination or Is God dealing with me now with my not so ' sanctified' lifestyle? Sigh......

Is this the reason why I am not having peace in my heart??

My Ex colleague sms to me this morning, Siam Supper Club is having promotion this sat with free entry and unlimited drinks for Lady's Card holder. Wow ... seem like the more u stuggle with that thing, the same monster will come and daunt upon u........ :( Noo Noo Noo Nooooo