Room in your heart.....brings back memories

Dont know whether is it conincident or somebody is trying to 'tickle' on my 'wound'. I heard this very old song "Room in your Heart" by Living in a box while I was in the cab on my way to that lonely house. After the song ended, the driver change to another radio station and it was playing the same song again! This song brought me back alot of memories aboutTerror and our younger days....sigh....I am still thinking about him after all. Luckily the song was finally over otherwise, I am sure tears will rolled down again....I have been a cry baby after that incident....why am I so weak after all ??? I feel like running and hide under Jesus's arm....that is the safest place I could ever think of now. I thought I am ok already. Why do I suddenly feel emotional again???

Probably I received a call from a common friend of Terror & me today. She already knew wat happened to us as Terror told her that we can no longer go out in a big group like those days now. I felt a bit 'uncomfortable' in hearing that. It seems that as we grow older, friends really gets lesser and lesser. AND I SUFFER A GREAT LOST :A VERY CLOSE FRIEND AND A GOOD LOVER. Really thank God I still have my godly family and a bunch of lovely brothers and sisters. Thank God also I still have 2 close friends who stand with me thru thick n thin.....U really know who is your TRUE friends or acquantance in crisis. The latter always comes to you like KPO, damn F%*#(%^ busybodies, who only wan to add salt to your wounds......

Anyway, I know I will be alright. Tmr we r having combine prayer meeting with Uncle Vin's CG. So I guess I should be ok. Who knows its a spiritual warfare again and Mr Lucifer is 'disturbing' my emotions again a day prior to an important prayer meeting for lost soul...I will focus and not be distracted! Lets keep my finger crossed :)