Does that marks the END of everything?!?

I would never want to receive any watch as a present in future, especially from my bf or hubby, if I am destine to even have one next time. Terror bought me a Titus watch using his first pay many many years ago. That watch was a hit with this slogon "不在乎天长久，只在乎曾经拥有!". English translation? "U dont mind whether is it a everlasting love, as long as you once possessed it." Hummmmmmmmmm.............. And this slogon came to past. Is it a curse ...whhhaaa :P

After I came back from Genting, one of my favourite Esprit watch also 'died' eventually. Yeah...this is also a gift from Terror. How come everything connected with Terror seems to be screwed up! Why everything that reminds me about him screwed up? Cant I even have a little memory about him???? Just like in the movie Titanic, after Rose was saved, she made a remark "I did not even had a picture of him!". These words touched my heart many years ago. I symphatised her, Isn't it sad that u dont even have anything to remind u of the person u loved?? U are left with only vade memories........

BUT! Life is never sad n stagnant all the time! Haha....for example, I used to hate Hip Hop music so much when I was with Terror. I hate Missy Eliot and all the Yo Yo song....but now I CHANGED. I LOVE HIP HOP n Lolly POP! :D (hee hee....yeah....Gerry is lame again...) I love all the Yo yo yo song and I LOVE Missy Eliot, Nelly, 50cents, black eyed peas, kelis, The game etc etc! I simply cant stop listening to them and groove to the rythum...Maybe thats why I like Brix n New Asia Bar so much....I hate RETRO! Cant stand those songs, they never get tired playing the same old song since 1980s until now. Come On!!! We r already in the 21st centuries la........change change change, Pop Pop Pop, Hop Hop Hop! Gerry singing :"Change me! I dont wanna be the same, I dont wanna feel the weight of this world...Change me! So I'll never be the same! Lord I wanna see the things that u see ...."

Finally I had the chance to listen to the song "Without Love". Frankly speaking, the singing is not fantastic as the vocal was mainly computer adjusted effect. :P However, I must agree that it has a very nice and well mixed dance music by Tony Moran as i was listeninf to the remix version. Anyway, the rythum is quite nice, all thanks to the nicely mixed music!