Disco Dolly Feeling abit SHITTY today!

Yeah..today is our combine CG day at my brotha's house....This morning I just got a nick name from him as Disco Dolly......it sounded fun and nice to me, so i decided to sign off with that in his birthday card lo :D We also celebrated his birthday..ahemmm....How old har????? Luckily when we added up the age of 3 person, it still does not hit 100 yrs! whhaaa..........

"Disco Dolly" indeed. I thought it sounded fun mah....never thought I will kana from this nick name -_- Felt rather shitty... How can ME, an old hag, compared to a YOUNG n INNOCENT 13 YR OLD who has never been to clubbing at all! Of course she will be more obedient than me la...... She is not exposed to these environment, of course she will not have an 'attachment' to it lo.............How can u change a person overnite? I used to go clubbing every weekend during my poly days. So this time round, I am considered 'well behaved' la .....sob sob.........Its the same as smokers who just cant quit smoking overnite rite? SIGH.....WHY NEED TO CHANGE ME LA! CANT I GOT MY OWN HOBBIES ???? Is it biase or concern?? Will clubbing really affect my spiritually walk so badly????

Oh no! Why am i not guarding my heart of not being submissive to authority? I can feel my rebellious nature coming out soon bec I does not have any conviction yet! SIGHHHHH..............JIAKK LAKKKKK...AIYOOOOOOOOOO