Temptations again n again! :S

Oh no!!!!!!!!!! Why am I always subjected to such a great temptation every friday nite? Why is it so difficult to refrain from clubbing? I just like to drink n have fun listening to the music......but..............I know its not wise to go with the 'wrong' company....but....Oh God! Pls deliver me outta such temptations.....I know obedience is not obedience at all if there is not even a choice to choose...I chose to be obedient before to refrain from clubbing...but....do I have to be subjected to the same temptations over n over again every friday??!? Lord pls give me strength to overcome that temptation! Sob sob sob......

Behave behave behave.....Gerry meditating....Guard my heart....guard my heart.......I dont wan to loose the anoiting ...its very precious to me...Please holy spirit.....empower me to be a OVERCOMER! Aiyooooo..................

Why am i still wondering how is "chick chick"? Is he fine, busy with work, is he still flying about? Why am i still thinking about "photocopy me"? No no, we had made the choice........... Oh no....why is it so difficult to forget something? I thought I am v forgetful person.... PLEASE! FOCUS!

Vision is the creation force....dont forget my calling and destiny in life! I cannot sin wilfully....Meditate and focus on my vision.....I will remember and hang onto the vision God shown me....I know it will come to pass...and its something wonderful !