Does man have Hormones too?!?

I thk I really need to take back my words about Terror being the best after all. I dont think he ever will be my best anymore. I am glad that I am already independent and I dont need him anymore. I dont think I ever love him before. I just need him only. So he is right after all....I never even love him ! :( (Is it true, anyway its no longer important)

Its really amazing thati can survive well within this 8 months all by myself. Really thank God for saving me from those shit situation which started about 1 yr 8 mths ago. God's grace is really wonderful...if this never happens, will I ever return to Jesus? I doubt so.....Thank you Jesus for your grace! Please heal me totally from the broken pieces.....................Well I received the healing by faith after sunday's 2pm service!

Been talking to a friend this afternoon. She is an experience gal in relationship :P She told me usually the person who initiated it with be tormented by their guilt. So now I understand why Terror is always in roller coaster hormones. hee but I enjoyed poking and irriates him to make him feel more worst sometimes.... I am a devil too la....

I dont know what is the future after end of this month....I hope it will be done according to His wisdom and His will. Lord, please guide me and let me have all the wisdom to answer the things correctly.....and let it all be settle smoothly.

(Gerry is listening to 'Dont Know much" by Linda Rod and Aaron Nov. I dont know much...But I know I love u.....)