Happy Birthday to Me!

Wow...yesterday had one of my wishes & prayer came true. I managed to eat dinner with a fren alone.Thank u father for letting my wish come true. It is the most wonderful gift i had this year so far. Forgive me for my rebellious nature. I wonder is this what they called spiritual attacks. Now when I remain calm and focus and recall, so many things happen together simultaneously. And I failed the test. Sob Sob.......

If I passed the test, I believe it will be a break through....So I must hang on & be focus. Only God can help me.
I was really depressed and desperate when my good frens say I "DUA" them and "HURT" them!!! They use the word DUA!!!!!!!! I already agreed to go with them to KL after they say I Dua and see what they do! Do they think that by casting me aside to take coach back on my own from KL is not DUA me too?! Whatever! I am not going KL with these people anymore.

God I really want to go KL for that super long weekend....I dun wan to be alone again.Help me.....

What a wet day for my birthday eve. Practically sat and sun is my raining days. Lord when can it be over?

I trust that u will help me. U know my DEAD Line is 02/02/2005. I dun have much time. I will still trust in u. Please help me....to stay focus and do ur will so that your promise can be fulfilled. Jesus please carry mi again..........bao bao.....

I dun wan to be a confuse and foolish child. Lord, please lift me up and be wise and pour faith into me. Take away my hardened heart and be so childlike before u. Lord pls dun turn away from me, lead me back to u...grant me the peace and love in my heart. Let me have favour in men and mould me to be a woman of destiny. I dun wan to be roller coaster, i wan to remain constant and patience to wait upon u for u will come & help me at the RIGHT TIME.

Lord Grant me LOVE, PEACE and FRIENDSHIP and FAVOUR WITH MEN.....